5 days

Another day, another high, another dimension, another depth of connection reached.

Once again, the universe laid the day out ahead of me and then stood behind me while it played out. Tiny points in the day, markers that I’ve got support from the “Truman Show” nod from the guy in the morning (I bet I never see him again) to the offer of water at my first meeting. Not a luke warm plastic cup but a chilled single serving bottle of sparkling Pellegrino. (Thanks Universe, I grinned as I sipped my favourite water). Meeting over I swaggered my way to our meeting space and grabbed something super tasty (and healthy) for lunch. Excusing myself to take my most important meeting of the day, I walked the courtyard in the sun as we spoke.

Shit is real.

I’d been missing her badly today, don’t know why for sure but it presented my with physical symptoms. I wasn’t going to mention it but that felt dishonest. You didn’t disappoint you beautiful thing, making it alright again. I felt calm and grounded listening to your words. Thank you.

We talked during her commute, the usual interwoven pathways, meandering thoughts, random questions, probing, silly, deep, sexy. The best roller coaster. Ending our conversations is getting harder each time but we also seem better at accepting the inevitable rush of emotion as we hang up. Not long until the next call, even if it is business.

I did the visualization thing yesterday for career guidance and guess what, someone texted me showing an interest in hiring me, an old recruiter friend invited me for a drink and my boss gave me a half decent pay rise. FFS

Destiny provided us with plenty of time to talk and despite frustratingly poor connection we dived deeper still. She takes my breath away.

The final piece of the fantastic day was spending one hour, sixteen minutes and fifty seven seconds, talking quietly, intimately with her while I lay in bed. So close yet so far, mind blowing.

Signing off is getting harder.

Hey you, baby. I started my day reading your personal intimate journal and I cried. Thank you for sharing, I feel so close to you now. I’m holding my breath (not broken our pact yet either)

Universe, you beautiful, infinite thing. I’m speechless. Thank you!