Kisses
Kisses are something we’ve all grown up with, from a parent kissing a hurt better to greeting Grandma at Christmas, but when you meet the one person you are meant to be with, they take on a whole new meaning. The concept of sharing emotion with a physical offering is never to be diminished but when it comes from your someone, it is manifested so very differently.
My Goddess kissed me, what feels like forever ago, it was intoxicated and passion fuelled but so very, very, very, long in waiting. We locked our lips together and forgot about the world, cared not if there was anyone to see us just focussed on ourselves, finally showing our feelings for each other in a physical way. I don’t write this because of passion (and there is plenty of that) but because it felt so right, I’m still reeling from that feeling to this very day, nothing has ever felt more perfect than kissing her in that bar. Apparently I waited too long to make my move but that didn’t spoil that moment, sorry my love!
Since that first moment, we’ve kissed a million times. We’ve kissed with passion, we’ve kissed with adoration, we’ve kissed with support, we’ve kissed because we love each other’s minds or something we’ve just said, we’ve kissed because we were leaving the room, we’ve kissed just because. I think often of that first moment when we kissed like we were going to explode but really it’s not nearly the most memorable, nor the most meaningful (I’ll never forget it though).
As I write this, I think of so many kisses and running backwards though time, from saying goodbye at the airport when she couldn’t let me go or stop kissing me, through kissing me passionately and encouraging me (you know the way) until I was unable to resist, to just kissing her forehead before she joined a conference call with a “thank you” whispered before joining. I guess what I’m trying to say is, simply placing my lips on hers, or her forehead, or her calf, or her eyelids, or her shoulders or, or, or, feels so innately natural to me. The taste of her is perfect and I’ve never wanted to kiss someone more, I thank god and the universe every day for bringing us together, I only hope my kisses feel as good to her as they do to me.
My Angel, I’ve never felt so at one, so perfectly aligned with everything than when I’m kissing you, from that first day, through Dallas (kiss me like you want to be kissed) to Florida and saying goodbye (there’s a LOT of in betweens!), I want nothing more than to spend the rest of my life adding more to my list
God, thank you for bringing her into my life and showing me what kisses can be, a simple touch of lips from one to another is like a blissful union every time, thank you
The universe, I need more kisses, can you make it so
ILY, IMY, INY ALJ