It’s Wednesday and I’m shattered. Super-me is asleep so I’m suffering the commute without super powers but that’s ok, it gives me a chance to test the walk on my own, not as extreme, more measured, a little slower, more sophisticated somehow. Rest well my friend, I’ll be calling on you soon enough.

It’s that time of the day where sadness descends on me as it’s not just my alter ego that’s asleep, so is that girl who rocks my world (universe). I feel somehow incomplete without her consciousness, even if it’s thousands of miles away. It’s not all bad though, we spoke yesterday, for hours, intensely, honestly, openly as only we seem to be able. Balance restored for a while at least.

The universe will be pleased to know we managed to retain focus on the themes and threads from the previous afternoon, evening, night, morning (who knows) and covered quite some ground. Our conversation danced a sophisticated dance of fun, serious, professional, sexy, vulnerability, oh – my – fucking – god-ly twists and turns as always…… My synapses have been on overdrive ever since as happens every. single.time.

Last night I woke and lay silently in bed, wanting to reach for my phone to check but knew if there was nothing I’d be sad and have that longing in the center (sic) of me. I worked the sensation through for a while and decided I could handle it… Checking Skype, my heart leaped.. She wrote me, she sent me pictures, moments of her day, thoughts and feelings, a song. The butterflies were back. Thank you, you beautiful, beautiful, sexy, intoxicating girl.

I babbled back incoherently in my excitement but she was gone. I only hope she enjoys what I left her for the morning. What she left me will ease the pain of absence as I drag my sorry self into London counting the seconds until we speak again. I’m imagining taking her on a short virtual tour of the local sites and sounds of London if I can sneak away from my commitments. To be honest, I don’t care as long as we speak, everything else pales into insignificance. I’ll find a way…

Thank you universe for this incredible, surreal, heart rending, mind blowing turn of events. I owe you.

Thank you, YOU! You know who you are. You complete me.