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Sat alone in a hotel room 6000 miles from my love, my destiny, my goddess, I looked for my next temporary home. Searching and surfing I “accidentally” noticed that there it would probably be cheaper to fly close to my love and stay within touching distance, at least in the same timezone, so I consulted God and the Universe. It was decided, I booked it, plotted my excuses for work and went to bed elated. I mentioned my trip to single serving friends and they asked if it was for business, to some I answered “yes” to others I said “Not this time, this one is for love, I can’t be without her any longer”.

Just a few days later I landed and held my love, looked into her beautiful eyes and felt her love. We ran away in “Dodgy” and held each other so much. I thanked God and the Universe silently, so happy to be back in her arms, bowed at her feet, my goddess, my everything. Just perfect.

As the next day unfolded, surprising news arrived, and things took a twist. I was (and still am) so glad that I made the trip for love, for my love, so I could be there to hold and support her, to be a witness to her strength and a silent supporter while she processed. It meant the trip wasn’t quite as planned but I would have felt helpless had I not. Although it seems that this was a negative twist, God and the Universe told me to go, guided me to it even though it was a crazy romantic notion. A mistake? NO. An opportunity? YES. I got to spend time with her when she most needed it, thank you.

Not letting this turn of events change our plans we pressed on and although some difficult changes in dwellings we made the best of our time with plenty of holding, touching, kissing, laughing and crying. Not to mention the obvious of course, I still cherish the marks on my body.

Another blow saw the trip cut short, we had to say goodbye early, under difficult circumstances as I flew into the distance, an impossible mission, almost completed albeit for 23 minutes. Ultimately it turned out to be fruitless and I could have stayed, should have stayed but you can’t change the past.

We now lie, a billion miles apart but together in heart, feeling sad and hopeless. We don’t know what the next day will bring, let alone the next week or month but I hope, I pray, I give my offerings to the Universe. I believe we’ll be back together in no time, stronger for this experience but for now it feels horrific.

To my angel, my love, my darling. I love you. Thank you for letting me come and putting so much at stake to see and spend time with me. We had another adventure and perhaps this was God showing us there are ups and downs. I’ll always hold you in good times and bad, as you do for me. I love you

God, people say you move in mysterious ways, no kidding! Thank you for guiding me to be there for her, I continue to pray for her, for us.

Universe, well, this was an interesting twist. What are you up to?

CS ILY IMY INY