Apart, nowhere to go, post Poxxy, sad beyond belief, visiting holy places and making my peace with god. The time since I had been with my goddess was so short but this time different. It felt like an eternity, minutes lasted hour, second lasted minutes. I was interacting with the world in a blur and everything reminded me of us, our time we had been blessed to share. Such mundane things, soaked deep with enjoyment, passion, love.

An opportunity arose, my cogs turning, desperate to find a way back to her arms I was looking at my universe through glasses tinted with hope. I suggested it and she grabbed it, APPROVED. Suddenly the endless uncertain time to reunite with my energy, my facilitator, my universal goddess was finite again, not even that many days, you could easily count in minutes.

I packed, drove, stayed and flew, longest flight ever but before I knew it, she was where she belonged, pressed tight against me. Thank you, Lord thank you, Universe, thank you, You. After the longest hug, I admired her, radiant (hot), beautiful, smiling blissfully, we shared warm wine and redbull (more the former) plus a few cigarettes before heading somewhere more secluded.

Back in her presence, I was whole again, nothing fucking mattered again. Oh my. Hotel one and we held each other in private, the hugs, kisses, passion allowed to be free no worries of prying eyes or accidental meetings. We held off (stupidly) consummating our togetherness and went out for food and fun, holding hands where we could and sneaking kisses as we could. Tired and at least one of us jetlagged we headed back to sleep. I had the greatest time visiting bars and night spots, just being with her. I even started to learn about a new sport. We fell together into our bed and I was complete again.

Morning came and I needed to hold her, so tight we felt as one, never letting go, I could have stayed there forever, holding her universally perfect skin against mine. Pure bliss turned to passion and my mind was blown anew, my god, my universe. I was home again.

Hotel time turned to business time and we worked alongside each other, content to work hard, catching glances and knowing looks amid the work of the day, heading for “business lunches” together and sharing our thoughts and insights on the day, more bliss. As evening came, we parted from the others and found our own sanctuary in secret watering holes and fun places to eat before planning our next leg and heading home for more blissful coupling.

My universal goddess, I missed you so badly even though we were apart for such a short time. I was honored, humbled to be in your arms again. I love you. Thank you.

God, you listened, thank you. My faith is renewed.

Universe, I see what you are doing.